distracted pixie

my thoughts were everywhere except with Him where they should have been...day to day life was getting the better of me...causing headaches and anxiety...taking away from my submission to Him....so extra control was necessary to clear the mental haze that i was trying to climb out from...extra control was never needed before...so, what would He do now?

i found myself strapped naked across a bench...blindfolded...heightening my senses almost to the point of discomfort....especially since this type of session was brand new to me....would this be punishment or training or both? i always try to be good....hell, i try to be the best for Him....and now, i knew that i failed Him and deserved what was coming.

my hands were tightly pulled forward strapped to this bench....a new piece of furniture that i was totally unfamiliar with....my legs were pulled apart and also strapped....i was stuck in this vulnerable position....exposing my sex....ass in the air.....tits hanging under my body...leaving nothing of my body to the imagination....as He likes me....available to Him at all times....i felt like i wanted to crawl away....and hide, not knowing what would come next....but, i knew better and wanted to please Him above everything else.

i have never denied him use of any part of my body or mind....my over-thinking mind just prevented me from being the good slut that He loves....i could not focus....hesitated in my behavior...i could not shake everyday life from my thoughts and give myself up unconditionally to Him...and i felt guilty about this.

being strapped like this sent shivers up and down my spine....i could not hear Him....yet i knew that He was in the room...i always seem to know when He is near....even without sound....perhaps, it is because i can feel His eyes conquer every inch of my body before His hands do...His gaze brings goosebumps to my naked flesh every time.

breathing raggedly, i heard a snicker of snorts and could tell that He was close....then, i heard His commanding tone tell me to ready myself for what was to come next....

"SMACK" came across my ass.....it startled me while at the same time warming my entire body up...i muffled my cries as i am not allowed to scream unless instructed to do so and He had not done that...hard and quick subsequent smacks followed....one right after the other with barely any stopping between them.

tears rolled down my eyes as He told me that He would be spanking me for a long time to get my head back where it should be....with Him...for Him...and only Him.

he talked of moving on to His belt....to His paddle....to his crop and whip....finally, i could not contain my cries and started uncontrollably shaking under His hand...after what seemed like an eternity....the smacks slowed down a bit....the intensity was still there and the stinging still hurt.

without saying a word, He stopped...told me to calm down as he stroked my hair....my back....and my burning ass...caressing my skin softly....feeling the heat emanating from my throbbing behind....with one hand still caressing my ass.....He slipped His other hand over my sex....my wet pussy.....my body betrayed me....He was bringing me back to good and my body responded to Him as it should.

"look what a slut you are"

"i smack your ass and you gush"

"watching you like this is making my cock hard......how should i use you?"

"this is about me, not you whore....you deserve a reminder of who is in charge and whose slut you are"

"yes"Sir" was all i could whisper.

suddenly, i felt His hands spreading my ass cheeks....knowing that He was going to take me there...i heard Him unzipping His trousers....i was hoping He would not fuck me dry....but in my heart, i knew i deserved it for my bad behavior....i heard Him squirt lube and stroke His bulging cock....making slippery sounds, that relieved me a bit.

then i felt it....His throbbing manhood at my asshole....nudging its' way in slowly at first...then, forcefully He grabbed my hair....pulled my head back roughly....growled in my ear before firmly biting me on the neck... while ramming his hard rod into my tight hole...i groaned under the pressure....feeling his meat filling my ass up...pounding me against the bench faster and faster.

i pulled against my restraints...not sure why as i knew i was secured tightly....He likes a little struggle every so often...my ass fucking was so intense....i could feel myself dive into the sensations....my ass stretched to accomodate Him thrust for incredible thrust....my clit throbbed to be touched....my pussy dripped in desire and lust as He used me.

He released my hair and reached under me and pinched my clit...sending me deeper and deeper into sub-space....where i longed to be....unconditionally submitting to Him....after repeated clit pinchings....he shoved His fingers into my sloshy cunt....fucking both my ass and cunt at the same time....i could feel myself being double penetrated....driving me mad.

i began to growl animalistically....throwing my head back and forth.....long red hair flying everywhere as a bitch in heat....His wanton bitch.

finally, i heard him yell "Cum with me slut"

before the word "slut" even left his mouth...i could feel Him pump his hot load into my ass as I simultaneoulsy squirted all over His hand....down my legs.... onto the floor....he collapsed on top of me over the bench....keeping His cock buried deep in my asshole.

several seconds passed before i felt Him soften and withdrawn from my gaping hole....i began to blush as i could feel His seed begin to drip from my gaping hole....i knew He loved to watch this display and i was embarrassed by this every time.

He kissed my back tenderly as He reached over and untied my hands and legs....immediately i slipped to the floor....and yelped as i landed on my stinging ass....my legs were so wobbly that i could not move and just sat there holding my knees to my chest....eyes downward.....spent.

He brought a blanket to me....helped me up from the cold floor.....wrapped me tightly.....led me to the nearby sofa and laid down with me....holding me close....telling me what a good pet i was for enduring what i did....that is the place i long to be ALWAYS.

ty Sir